Look at how happy she is without braces...
Losing my voice has steered me towards alternative modes of expression, namely writing and art! I've become so much more in touch with creativity now that I've had all this excess time to myself. This I am grateful for and appreciative of, but the aftermath of jaw surgery still sucks. I guess I'm just still seeking out positivity in the midst of all this shit. Things have been stable for so long that I need to actively remind myself that I will not have to be silent or foodless forever. I've almost become accustomed to this lifestyle. Maybe some small part of me will miss not feeling the obligation to go out or speak-- it's an opportunity to learn more about oneself. Though I still see friends, it's usually to just to watch a movie or show (I can't do much!). It might even be strange to readjust to my previous life of talking, eating, smiling. What if I can't remember how?
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